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i knew i already decided ..that's a good thing indeed i never regret it... but then i will arrive in one stop.. when i realize that you are not care with me enugh.. and what i'm doing here just for torturing myself.. all i used is rationalization..and that's bad for sure.. i cannot have the reasons for all my painfullness.. So.. do i need to slowly moving away?  starts now?

Opening a new page of my life for being single. And honestly, i wasnt open this deviantart almost 4 months, whaat!??! maaf ya sudah menelantarkan kamu devart.. akhir-akhir ini emang jarang foto2  gatau kenapa kayak lagi males aja gitu..huh.. 450d gw nganggur senganggur nganggurnya.. hehe.. gak boleh gak boleh harus semangat !! NEW LIFE aite? :)

Hey deviant ppl..hah..so long i wasnt write any journal since..ehm..since jan92009 from the box on the right now.. :P. I dont want write much..This morning i woke up because i heard something weirdo sound from the stairs beside my friend's room which is whre i sleep now. Luckily i have this unlimited connection..so i can distract my attention from the "weird" thingy. Ehm.kay..the purpose i write this because i wanna tell that my camera has been broken becoz of sea water. Please dont ask why it can be happen? But..for sure i tell its totally my fault. And after i know *actually my father know the price of the service,,my father told me that i